Month: May 2021

D is for Drunk

D is for Drunk

Dd   My friend told me that I was chronically hung over for 3 years. It was a strange thing to hear early on when you’re focused on recovering. I didn’t get upset. He was right. I was DRUNK for a long time. I started blacking out driving 4 km in a Mini one summer at 18. I was having so much fun that at 36, I was .. you guessed it… I was… still drunk. It was my favorite thing while it worked… for a long time. What a Disaster! Yet another…continue reading →
Cc

Cc

  • Posted on May 13, 2021
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Cc   C is for CRASH. I spent years crashing day after day. I wouldn’t be going to sleep , I would crash. Then I would “Come to”.    Today’s favorite, CONFIDENT I work towards being confident in my manners, actions and thoughts. Not always the easiest one, dependent on the environment, but very, very possible.    Today, I CARE more about the ones around me as well as me. If I can take care of myself, I know I can care for another. This makes me feel more confident than ever before! …continue reading →
B is for Better

B is for Better

  • Posted on May 10, 2021
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Bb   B is  for Better. How can I do better today? All I have to be is a little better than I was yesterday.    On the other side, bitter is one that I seek to avoid. At all costs, I don’t fare well with a bitter taste in my mouth.  It sends me elsewhere, to a land I don’t really need to be in. What do you do about that?    I know I can work on being present. Focus on what is NOW. That is better. Be. Being the one…continue reading →